I mean you guys can kinda tell what's going on but I'd thought I'd say something just to say something.
I've been really stressed lately. TMI, but I was so stressed, I developed Hemorrhoids. I didn't take my meds for nearly two weeks because I kept forgetting them as well. (I'm not on nothing like dire, the only thing that can be considered dire would be my anti-anxiety med, which doesn't really help) I do little doodles, but I end up not even coloring them and most of the time I give up on them and return a later date.
I think I might just take a small break from Art though. I wanna draw but I just can't right now.
It makes me sad, because I really wanted to make something for Christmas for my friends, but I know if I try to push myself now it will be a huge mistake. You all may get late/early Christmas/Birthday gifts, lol.
But yeah. Art's slow lately. I'll post what I have gotten done in the past couple of weeks. I was hoping I could at least finish an image before the year was out, but at this rate I won't be able too. I'll try though. I'm sorry for all the bad journals I've been making lately.
Odd thing to add on here, but I've been taking my meds consistently for 3 days now, and it almost feels like they make me feel worse. I've ached everywhere since then, and I've had these bad headaches in my temples and sinuses and stuff since then too. My eyes have been hurting as well. It's weird.
I might talk to the doctor about it. but yeah.
Also, my Christmas Spirit has apparently died because I STILL AREN'T FEELING IT
NORMALLY I FEEL LIKE DRESSING UP AS SANTA HIMSELF LIKE 2 MONTHS BEFORE CHRISTMAS AND WE'RE LESS THAN 5 DAYS AWAY NOW AND I FEEL NOTHING.
I really think not having to study music 2 months in advance has affected my spirit man
Plus, you know, the stress I've dealt with, but that's a given. Even then I still would feel it somewhat.
once again, forgive me for all my rants and ramblings on here, and I should be getting back to arting in a week tops I bet. Usually I don't stay in Art hiatus's long.
Listening to: *knocks on wood because of last statement*
Reading: Still not feeling the christmas spirit
Watching: Probably should listen to some music
Playing: Just to get into it because damn